Holding Back

Time I come out and tell you
How much you mean to me
Tell you that we should b together
But I'm holding back

Holding it all back because I'm not sure
Unsure how you may react and perceve
Not sure if you feel the same
Or if you have found someone new

So the debate continues within me
I want to tell you and I think I should
But some where inside of me tells me not to
Don't enjoy biting my tounge but I think I may have too

That's not me though
I believe that I should let it out
Just put it out there and see what happens
Might blow up in my face, but might be beautiful

You have to take risks in life
I am willing to for something I care for
Willing to put myself on my edge
For something I want and something that is amazing

So here I am wantongto say it all
But here I am holding it all back; why?